i'm happy we got together again this holiday. though we only meet a few times every year, each gathering means so much(: this could probably be the last one before the guys leave for NS. i'm going to miss everyone. they probably think i'm crazy, but i felt really safe with these guys (seeing what happened that night). and i realised that no matter what, i'll always be one of the guys, which is great(: thanks sis, and the rest of you who stayed till the next afternoon, and who asked about me, i'm alright now!
this love's going to last a lifetime
to wrap up the year, i have to say it's been one of the worst. i mixed with some people i shouldn't have, made many wrong decisions, and simply let my life go down the drain. not to mention, losing focus in studies, respect for myself. i'm 18, i am too old to be going through the rebellious phase now. thank goodness for my friends, people who love and care.
in year 2008, there'll be no more self-trashing. the numbness will go away soon. hey me, do love you.
i wish they didn't have to leave. and now there's no turning back, the only word that's left on my lips.
iloveyou
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