i realise my mental strength is no good. what use is performing well usually when you lose it at crucial moments. i should take a leaf out of today's episode. i dont want the feeling of disappointment to crash down over me again
i like it, when they dont treat me like a girl. why cant others do the same. /end edit
nus today with hteam, could have done better but well, sometimes you just have to accept the standard you have. hi max, thanks for the game.
if i can remember well enough, my fav goal was all the way back in zps. haha i like playing with the guys team (okay, SOME), and obviously our team when we're not making stupid mistakes(: the 'teambag' day was one of the nicest i think.
driving tmr again, i had the worst lesson on wed, guess wasnt focused enough. but the break did wonders. now pressure is piling on me to pass on my first try after numerous examples of those who did, sis included. hopefully i'll be able to drive the family to waipo jia next chi new year
i missed suqinghe last night. i think its showing in ard 30min, replay. dont really want to see his elimination
oh and i met kor today haha(: he's as nice as ever (are you reading this! haha =D)
my thoughts are running away from me, as you can see, this post is more disjointed than my joints. i want a haircut again. what does it feel like to be bald.
so many people blow hot air about doing certain stuff, or make a pact to do something together, but ultimately it doesn't materialise. and when you feel like you've been taken for a ride, only then will you understand how selfish and fake everyone is.
and you will hightail the hell out of here, when you realise how fraudulent i truly am
this wasnt meant to be an emo post! haha i have no idea why it turned out the way it did though. and i have a strong suspicion that my aunt's not the only elder who reads my blog. there's a bug buzzing around me. i hate bugs. i should sleep soon.
if there's a theme for this entry, it should win randomness hands down.
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