its amazing how you can despise something so fervently, yet accept that its nothing more than your second nature
i miss it too, but i have no right to claim anything from it any longer. i lost it, the moment i agreed to walk this road with you.
i got reminded by someone of a poem i wrote one year plus ago, to remember bushy eyes, or better known as jtcg. i dont know whether its just me, being drawn to something i can never own, but now, even having that back is better than what i'm currently feeling.
it used to be so easy. what's wrong with me
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