anyway, i was sort of bedridden for the whole of ytd. not really sure if its the lunch i ate or sth. even had to cancel my driving lesson after puking my guts out at the gate haha. the pain reminded me of that time i dated xin to go town or wherever, and i fainted on the train. i think that was at least 2-3 years ago. which reminds me, i haven't seen my lovely girl for almost one year:(
it's strange how you cross my mind at sudden intervals, as if the ghost of yesterday is determined not to let go of the past. i won't say i miss you, cos i don't think i really do. i surmise what i miss are the little things, inconsequential now in any case.
i wish i was as good a friend to you as you have been to me. you're the first (and only) person i turned to when my parents forbade me from joining soccer, encouraging me and lending your ear to me while i sobbed through the phone (even while you were mjing i think haha). you were the first to share my joy when they finally relented. you're the one i know who'd appear anytime if i really need you. i hope i don't ever get relegated to being your girl-friend, and i know shan will understand what i mean by this.
第一次见面看你不太顺眼
谁知道后来关系那么密切
我们一个像夏天，一个像秋天
却总能把冬天变成了春天
你带我离开一场爱的风雪
我陪你走出一次梦的断裂
遇见一个人然后，生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节
如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比请人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱，把你冷冻结冰
你也不会怪我，只是骂我几句
如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比请人还懂得倾听
我的弦外之音，我的有口无心
我离不开darling更离不开你(:
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