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Friday, June 29

i've been feeling all out of sorts lately. severe moodswings sporadically, it's getting on my nerves. somehow, there's this aching emptiness which has expanded to an extent that i cannot possibly ignore anymore. i don't know why, okay maybe i do. but it's hard to go back to how it used to be, and i'm tired of trying. tired of coming up to a wall each time i attempt something, the mask of emotions played across your face, the barely-disguised aloofness. it is just so TIRING. :(
xin, i wish you're here for me to talk to. i know you'll understand everything. you always do..
it's a very uncomfortable feeling, this suspicion. the 'headover-the-shoulder' wariness that's gradually wearing me down. i really really hope i'm wrong:( i don't know how long i can stand being like this, i just feel like running.. there's this place i can visualise. i just don't know how to get there now. the journey seems too hard, too impossible. how do i get from here to there, when i'm not sure myself whether i want to leave:(
sorry if anyone thinks this is an emo post.if i can't write what i feel here, then the purpose of this place is defeated. as it is already, i can barely mention specifics before the barrage of questioning take place. and if you think you know what i'm referring to, you are wrong. remarkably, my writing seems more flowery after my KI paper 2. *muses*
i wish you're here
;6:18 PM

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