so, vive o jogo's over. really love the team for rallying together to move the benches on monday. =D we seldom get so many people down at the same time, and dinner that night was a bag of laughs (and tears on SQ's part). <3 i can't love you girls enough.
my temper's been really short these couple of days though. flaring up at little/no provocation on anybody's part. sorry!
i don't think i'll regret, though i might just be trying to console myself. but i can't do anything more about it. i just have to work doubly hard and smarter next year for ct. as mum says, next year is my last chance. that cert will pretty much determine the course of my life. i really have to stop procrastinating.
starting work next week. though i'm rather doubtful whether i should really be working, as my results are nothing to shout about at all. i really should be thankful i don't have to get retained.
today i was thinking of my birthday wishlist (partly cos it's shan's bday today), and i think the best gift i want to receive would be a personal letter/card. it's something i can keep for my whole life and though it's 'impractical', there's nothing like a handwritten letter to put a smile on your face. =)
i have a sudden urge to start a diary. simply because this is such a public place that some things have to be censored here.. i feel some things weighing on my mind, but for now, i shall just concentrate on PW.
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