hoping against hope that thurs' swim will materialise. =/ i miss you girls!
was at j8 ytd, and went popular. saw my 2nd fav book!! omg. haha wanted to buy but the queue was too long, and supposed to meet the rest already. so never buy in the end. nevermind! i'll buy it tmr!
ahhhhh so pissed with myself. i forgot the book fair ends today, never even go and buy a single book! argh
haiyer! why you keep kajiaoing me!
everytime i think back to that day last year in suntec, i feel super pissed and super sad. :( what happened between us? how did we let this issue get in the way of our relationship? in that day alone, i didnt just lose a cousin, i lost a friend dear to me. what i wouldnt give, to have you back in my house, being ting zhangs again, munching on biscuits and drinking horrible coffee made by me while watching the world cup, analyzing the matches, pasting the cutout figures for my bro into the album, gossiping and talking about everything and nothing. :( i miss you SEOWWENBING! will we ever be like we used to? it hurts to think that the friendship we built over the years could be gone just like that. its not your fault i know. none of ours actually. it just happened. i'm so terribly sorry..
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