what am i doing now
i wish you wouldnt play games so. :(
will i snap out of this soon? somehow my answer's a negative one. i dont know what to think about you anymore.
this coming sat. im dreading it. seeing you. and knowing it. please stay far far away from me. please. my heart cant take it anymore.
i wonder when this year's over and done with, what will i think of this phase i'm going through. somehow, i know it'll seem super childish and stupid. but i cant help it.
you bring a smile to my face(:
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