hahaha okay that sounded very un-sad somehow. hmmm i'm beginning to concentrate more in class now, but i still cant get work done. whether in school or at home. and i have around one and a half hours more to KI essay's deadline. GG man.
sometimes i'm really glad i have two ccas, of such contrasting categories. one sport, one club. when things didnt go too well in soccer, i'd look forward to chess to cheer me up, because of the people like dy and ly with all the talkcock-ness. =D
today during chess i was feeling quite off lah. i dont know leh, brain not working, or something. felt super noob. made alot of silly mistakes. then aiyah. sian. haha so left to play soccer. =D
however, on the way home, i was feeling really down. i dont know, i was thinking about how things have been going downhill for me. the feeling kinda sucks, and when the day comes where i have neither soccer nor chess to fall back on, where will i go? studying has never been an option for me. those who know me will know how i am. the pressure and the stress recently has been taking a toll on me. the thought of the impending deadline for tonight's essay is driving me up the wall. i just want to say quits. but i know that once i gain my momentum, i can get the essay done in record time.
so i should get my ass off msn and blogs. GO PRONG. shoooooo. hahaha
yay! the sms today cheered me up awhole lot. (: THANKEW!!
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