it was upsetting seeing people feel this way. and when i look at myself, i feel like a huge hypocrite. whining abt the possibilities of being cut, when in the end, im not. dont know whether i make any sense but yeah.
looking at their tears and their attempts to hold them back, its like POP all over again. the feeling of saying goodbye. true, they're still in the team. but the announcement of the team selected just destroyed everything
i dont understand why. why must they announce the team at this moment. wouldnt it be better if they didnt, and then on the day of the match, just choose 11 from the 27 of us to play? no one would feel THAT bad of being kicked out. i dont know. whats the point of announcing the 20names anyway?!
this sucks. off to chess.
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