2. don't say who they are.
1. we're very close. but not best friends. its funny isnt it? still, thanks for dragging me along for guilt-trip-fat-inducing walk in orchard ytd. the chocolate didnt help much, but the icecream did. haha(: i make the best lame jokes ever. thanks for always being here, though i don't always confide everything in you girls, you always know what to say to make things better. <3
2. these past few days have been made more bearable because of you two. thanks alot though you might not know it. i'll miss you.
3. do you know me? know who i am? that screensaver on my phone is staring back at me, and it never fails to give me a tingling feeling down my spine whenever i see it. will we ever meet again? or will last year's PE lessons be a memory of the past? each time i think of you, my heart drops alittle lower, beats alittle faster and feels alittle heavier.
4. i really hope you're happy with her(: i dont regret the way we are now. we should have just stayed the same though, but its alright. because i still love you, no matter what. its been long, 9th year we've known each other. i'm glad we are much closer now. thanks for all the phonecalls that came right when i'm feeling so down. i guess its telepathy, no? haha(: i still owe you your birthday treat. no macs this time, alright? HEH
5. its been long since i last saw you. was it 2years ago? you look the same as always. do you still remember this old friend of yours? i wished i didnt chicken out on the bus ride that day. i wished i called out. will i ever find you again?
6. you are a funny girl. never failing to surprise me and disappoint me at the various intervals of the year. last year was extremely good in a way. dont stress. and my promise to you then still stands.
7. you've probably heard this countless of times. but yes, i do mean it when i say i miss you. that day wasnt perfect, but it was a much needed meetup that we've delayed for too long. you make me happy dearies
8. you and him know so much about me that i feel so exposed while talking to you. yet the strong facade i put up then still has to be maintained. i dont know when ill take off the mask. it has peeled from time to time, but i always repair it before the damage's done. is it meant to be like that between us, or am i just simply thinking too much? you know too much. haha
9. you're so like my brother!
10. go away, and dont turn back. i'm trying hard, dont make it worse. go.
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