is it because of the neediness, insecurity that comes with a romantic relationship? because family, 99.9% never changes and wavers. with romantic relationships, you constantly NEED to hear the three words so that you feel more assured and confident that your SO will not leave or forsake you for someone else.
then what is the point in having that relationship if you cant even trust him/her? might as well not start one in the first place. the three words, meant to be so beautiful and meaningful, has become so cliched and overused that its so hollow. so shallow. so... worthless
so what if you say iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou everyday to your SO? is it really that important? does it mean i stop loving you if i stop saying that one day? HELL NO. gosh what is the matter with people these days. they place such utmost importance in these three words that suddenly, the rest aren't important. you want to hear them? i'll say it. ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU. there. so hollow.. what is the point? to feed your dwindling ego? rahhh
why am i in such an angst? i dont know. really affected by what someone wrote in her blog. true, you might have feelings for two people. and suddenly, just cos one of them asks you out first, you subconsciously believe that you have stopped having feelings for the other. if you truly think this is love with the former, f off. sorry to break the cold hard truth, but you wont last long. seriously. if you truly think that just by having someone as your SO, you can stop having feelings with a snap of the finger for the latter, then i'm afraid what was between you and the latter was just purely a crush. mild attraction. whatever. whats to show that the thing between you and former isnt?
its none of my business whatever you do. i know i know. its none of my business whether you and him get hurt in the end. i know. its between the two of you. but can you please stop treating this like a game? say i'm paranoid, crazy, maybe even jealous. but if what you've written is what you really feel, mann. i guess happy ending's not on the cards anymore.
ah whateverr. none of my business. none of my business. get that into your freaking head, you stupid girl.
on another note, response for chalet's alright, pretty good. now to decide what days. (:
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