Sunday, February 20
i'm sorry. i seem to be doing everything wrong. i know you have not been having a great time too, dealing with my see-saw moods. however, it's just that i'm feeling weird, insecure, though i don't even know the reason. i don't know why i'm insecure when there's nth for me to be so. i wish i knew how i really feel, and what's really going through my mind. a mess of jumbled thoughts. i wish i can be truly honest to myself, for then i can be honest to you. but just how do i tell you what's wrong with me, when i don't even know it myself? this is one whole load of mess.
i'm sorry i'm such a jerk. but i do know this, you are all i ever wanted, even now.
;6:33 PM
