and the homework..
and the incessant forwards..
and the friendships..
and the calls..
to each other complaining about CrUsHeS and BF/GF!!
Somewhere between the phone calls to old friends..
and the "I miss you's", the "I love you's"..
and the "What are we doing tonight's?"
And somewhere between all of the changing and growing..
somewhere between the classes and the skipping classes..
and the StUdYiNg for teStS..
and the PRETENDING to "StUdY" for TeStS..
And the downright NOT StUdYiNg for TeStS..
I forgot - I forgot what ScHooL was all about.
Somewhere between all the appointments..
Starbuck coffee and Mc Donald's..
Paying bills and then not paying bills..
Making plans then breaking plans..
Appearing, Disappearing, then reappearing..
I forgot - I forgot what it was like to cry.
I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy..
And that pretending to be SmArT doesn't make you smart..
I forgot that you can't just forget the past in fear of the FUTURE..
I forgot that you can't control falling in LoVe..
And that you can't make yourself fall in *LoVe*..
I learnt that I can LOVE..
I learnt that it's okay to MEsS UP..
And it's okay to ask for HELP!!!..
And it's okay to feel like crap..
I learnt it's okay to cOmPLaiN and wHINe to all your friends for a whole day..
I learnt that sometimes the things you want most you just can't have
and the things that you look for are right in front of you..
I learnt that the greatest thing about
HiGh ScHOoL and CoLLeGe and the working world
it isn't about the parties or the DRiNKiNG or the Hookups..
It's the *FrIeNdShIpS*, which means taking chances..
I learnt that sometimes the things we want to forget
are the things which we most need to talk about..
I learnt that TIME and LOVE can heal all things..
I learnt that just when you think it can't get worse-it does!..
but with the love and support of friends - you survive..
I learnt that when you start feeling BaD
about L O S I N G touch..
and about those that you've lost!
They too, are feeling the same way..
I just learnt that my friends.. Both new and old.. are the most important people to me in the world AND..without them, I wouldn't be who I am today..
thank you my dears.. =) i love you all
koped this from huijun's blog. hahaha.. nice lehh
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