actually was really glad that during this probation period you guys arent splitting up. the squad seems to become stronger in mentality too. i could tell from all the pts and stuff. your bonds between each other have grown.. really happy for you all.
as for the preparations for POP, all i can say is that you learn from each mistake you make. after every rejection, you learn to make it better, (more pleasing to ma'ams' eyes).. dont fall out with your partners (siowyi and jas) over activity planning ok ? you people zhen me jiang are still squadmates.. try to pei4 he2 your time tgt or whatever.. sometimes people DO forget. i know you will survive through this a better person right ? my buddy is strong enough not to let this be a huge obstacle. -HUGG
and to some others in the squad: know you people have been going through some rough patches and whatever. like pearly, hope things work out. if you seriously think that what you did is already enough, then it is. you dont HAVE to have everyone's affirmation. just your own. =) smile okay ? you arent useless my dear..
and dear yifang: heard from someone that you werent feeling very good after the post interview with ma'ams. i really hope you feel better. thinking back to the past two years, i realise that i have never been really close to you or very concerned. sometimes i think i was rather mean too. always laughing at you. i really want to change all that. go back to the past and erase those hurt that i inflicted rather unconsciously on you.. hope you cheered up somehow..
hmmm. and dear buddy, anytime you need someone to su4 ku3 to or whatever, just give me a ring kay ? i'm always here for you. anytime you need my help, you only have to ask for it. -hugg. i feel like i'm missing you alot alot. maybe its true bahh. this goes to jiaxin too. we really need a long good talk. -BIGHUG
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