i wanna sit at the back of the class again, turning back every min to whisper to xin and bao and furn, copying from yt's tingxie, quarelling wif siowyi, locking siowyi out of the class, seeing xiaoyu carry her chem book ard, seeing jiaxin's goldfish look, seeing pipi's student diary, talking crap with bao and consoling her, writing letters on 2dee's advertisement for f&f, singing anjing during assembly, criticising molly's dressing, NOT listening during bio, walking with jeanette down to specs stand, going to 2truth with xin, playing bingo o the board with jialing and jiraldo, playing speed, laughing too loudly in the library and had to be shut in the room, persuading joyce to go for flagraising, taking yt's rubberband, taking neos with all of u, saying sharmaine is anorexic, cooking with xin in homeecons and always have lousy food, clearing up the sink, hating gwee, putting lala in front of the door to scare sotong unsuccessfully, playing with yaya, listening to jiantong singing s.h.e, her lame jokes with dousha and lemon, wearing jacket in the classroom, spraying air freshener, gossiping abt YO, being mean, seeing my sista, carry a huge bag compared to xw, walking to the bus stop together, eating at macs, buying wheat potato and dabian and fries, buying milo choc, the cadbury and the sour power sweets, racking my brain for presents to give my dear yt, sms-ing after she got down the bus, seeing her angry at me whenever i dun hand in my chi homework..
all these are making me cry. i miss 2d. i miss np. i miss a whole lot of u all. are we never gonna be the same again? time's like a widening ravine, separating us further and further from each other. i want to stay with u on the same side. i want to hear u talk, see you laugh, pinch ur food, hug u everyday. i want to cherish every moment we spend. i want every moment to be filled with happiness and laughter. sadly, we can never go back. so im gonna cherish what i have now. im gonna cherish u all. im gonna cherish my new friends. im gonna do what i have to. i gotta be real.
;11:40 PM
